My name is Ariane. I am mostly a kind, generous person. I love all of my friends very much.
But my friends, they don't.
They hurt me.
I forgive them, because nobody is perfect, and people need a second chance.

But they keep hurting me.
I do like I don't care.
Because I love my friends very much.
They are important to me.

I am always there for them.
I solve their troubles, I help them with everything.
I love my friends very much.

They often stab me in the back.
I pretend it doesn't hurt.
Friends are important.

When I am sad, my friends leave me alone, because I am more fun with a big fake smile on my face.
It's alright, they're my friends.

They use me, a lot.
we are friends just when they need it.

But it's alright.
It's better than being alone?

then I suddenly realize.
Thing never gets better.
No matter how much I care,
They will never love me as much as I do.
As much as I used to.
I cried a lot for them.
Now, I won't ever drop a tear again.
I am sick of getting hurt over and over again.
I am tired of giving so much and never receiving nothing in return.
I won't be a fool anymore.
I won't pretend for you.
I don't give a shit anymore.

<sub>She in particular could die,
and I would almost be happy.
It's disgusting isn't it?
Being happy about someone's death.
Well that's how I feel right now.
Wishing I could stab her in the heart.
Make her feel the pain I endured.

Yes,
that is how I feel most of the time.</sub>